Its been a rough week to say the least.... and I'm done!
It started with us being home for 4 days which brought on anxiety about me going back to work. Then it lead into a call to me at work saying that she needed me home while she was in tears. Scott and I met with her Dr alone without her on Wednesday and we told her all that's been going on in the past month or so and she said it was time to increase her medication, school is going to be rough too and we are only days away from that.
Then to top it all off I'm having trouble with her school bus schedule and seriously think I need to go work there and show them how to do their job.
There was not one day last week that wasn't full of stress and anxiety and I'm finding its really getting to me. I usually can handle most of what life is throwing our way but most weeks I get a day or two at some point to break away from it but not this past week... nope not a day!
So in less then an hour it'll be a new week and this week is going to be nothing but good... no matter how much I'm not looking forward to her being worried about going back to school, yet so excited about going to school cause I know how difficult its going to be on her I'm so looking forward to this week being better then last week cause I'm going to make it better... I need to take control back of my days before I end up going insane!
There will always be highs and lows. When there seems to be a steady stream of highs the normal lows somehow seem lower. Take some deep breaths... lots of them. It wont be like this for long. Darrius Rucker has a song named, "It wont be like this for long." I listen to it sometimes when things are getting hard to deal with and then I remember I need to be stong and deal w/it day by day (sometimes moment by moment) because it really wont be like this forever.
ReplyDeleteThank you anonymous... on good days its easy to remember... on bad days (weeks) its so hard to remember but thank you so much for this song! its so true, so true! whoever you are.. thank you for your words.
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