Last night when I posted my blog I was so stressed out over her not being able to calm down, it was playing in my head all night long. I was awake for hours thinking about it and it came to me. I'm sure I've had this thought before but forgot it when I'm in the height of the stress of trying to get her to bed.
Its all good... see yesterday and all the other times she did something a year ago I thought would never happen... she had fun!
She played, she let the guy at the museum put a spider on her, she touched a turtle, she looked at snakes and things that crawl. She talked to people on her own. She played with other kids at the playground. She got on the bus.
A year ago that would have been impossible for her to do. I am so proud of how much she's come along. Sure for her sake I wish the evenings would be easier for her cause she feels that she can't do anything cause the night is so hard she doesn't remember how much fun the day was but that's what my job is.... keep reminding her how much fun she had and keep encouraging her to take risks to be brave... we'll do this baby.. we'll get through this together and find a way so your memories aren't all of how hard it is afterwards but instead your memories will be of how much fun it was doing it.
I love you baby....
forever and always
Momma
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