I can't believe its been 3 weeks since I lost put something on here. Wow, where has the time gone by.
Well that's easy... its been busy. Besides the adjustment to school and all that brings its been busy evenings with homework and apts. and boy have the apts been coming fast and furious. Most weeks there have been 2 each week. Sure doesn't leave much time for anything else. But I need to get back on track with a few things and this is one of them.
So she started her new program, its a program that helps her learn the techniques she needs to deal with the anxiety. Week one was rough but it was a walk on the beach compared to week 2. Week 2 brought on a full blown I'll say panic attack (the dr's won't call it that but I will) she was grabbing furniture and knocking it over, kicking me and her dad, screaming... oh that blood curdle scream!, trying to run away, mad, upset... the first half hour of the session even put another mom in tears to see her react that way. Not tears of fears but tears of "omg her mom and dad, it must break your heart to see her react that way". Within no time the lead Dr of this program told me... this is more then just anxiety... there is more there! OMG what a terrible thing to hear. So she was going to get a hold of her Dr and they would be in touch... guess we wait.
But after that she was fine... the rest of the night was great, the following day was amazing and yesterday she even went to her aunt's house to bake pie!!! sure she had some nervous moments about going but overcame them and had a great time.
every time stuff like this happens it makes me so 2nd quess everything... I can get so confused... maybe that bad moment was just a moment cause look at how good she was after that... I"m so confused!
Well its early Sunday morning everyone is up and our oldest is off to his driver training so its time to get the few things done I need to do today and then it'll be time to do nothing on a sunny cool Sunday day!!!!