Its been rough

Its been rough... too rough some days to even talk about it... it hurts so bad to have your child tell you she doesn't love you.. to have your child say things that shouldn't come out of a 9 yr olds mouth when she finds out you are sick with the flu... its been a rough month to say the least! Maybe soon I'll have the strength to blog about it... but for now its just too painful to even put into words... therapy has been stepped up that's for sure so i know we have hope! hope again!!!!